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Tuesday, October 27, 2015

Walk in the Woods



Join me in this poem and in this video link for a walk through the woods that I loved during my growing up years. Writing the poem, capturing the place in a video walk, and assembling that into a music video has helped me find my footing in a new role in life. 

This newness came mixed with sadness, as my siblings and I said goodbyes to beloved parents, and then to the family home. Time does not stand still does it?

The movement from one generation to the next, as new patriarchs and matriarchs in a family rise up, will come to all of us. May what I share here help you to reflect in a thoughtful way about your own place in this movement of family generations through time.

It is the end of an era
The beginning of a new way 
Of being in the world,
Time to be family heads now rather than look to parents
As the role models of stability and wisdom.
Even with a fist full of decades in one’s repertoire
This duty beckons with surprise
As footsteps hesitate to
Mount up with wings as eagles,
To walk and not be weary
For the challenges ahead.

And so I take a good-bye walk
Around beloved space,
Listening to the wind and leaves
While adding my own voice in prayers
Of thankfulness for such a richness
In legacy, 
Highlighted by the riotous colors of the
Fall woodland, decked in
Flutters of golden and red whispers.

We are not alone in this world.
The spirit of our loved ones
Salted the earth in their own times,
Paving the way for those who follow.
The Spirit of God ties us with them
In memory, in beauty, in hope of reunion.

The fall woodland reminds all that
Each era of our days on earth
Is spread out in time with
Masterful skill by the Designer
Of changing seasons; springtime, summer, fall.
His intricate weaving of life with life,
Soul with soul, days scattered,
Hours diffused with mundane or majestic centers,
All part of His score for the world.

Our part, however lovely, long, or little,
Is to play note by note, minute by minute,
Breath by breath, the song that
The Composer of our souls
Gives us in love and time.

Bless my frailness, 
My leapings into this or that, Lord.
Help me to play Your music well.
May this arc, the end of summer,
The stepping into the autumn of my life,
This third movement of a life symphony
Be rich and bold with grace,
Celebrating the harvest of life 
That has seen goodness from Your hand,
Taking up each ripe fruit, 
Using it for goodness sake.

Prepare me, Lord, in all these glorious days
For the walk with dignity into the next movement
When the cadence of my Fall is complete,
And the quietness of my Winter breathes
Frost-like on another chapter toward life’s end.
With echoes of golden leaves hindering sadness,
May the boots and mittens of winter
Not inhibit the song,
Hummed softly during long nights
Or bellowed joyfully when
Crystalline flakes dance with delight
Windowing clearly the bluster and beauty
In all of life’s days.


Here are photos from that walk . . . 









MUSIC LINK

A Walk in the Woods - piano solo from my archives on "Faith of Our Fathers" with video from the woods at Spring Hill Farm





Monday, October 26, 2015

Exclamation Mark at Bedtime

Bedtime is always an occasion for me to learn things afresh through the mind of a little one when the grandchildren visit. Daisy brought this little book to me to read to her when tucking her in during a visit last spring. 

As I read one of the prayers she interrupted me with a loud request, 

"I want to see God!"

I paused, thinking of the enormity of her request. As I proceeded with a response, she interrupted again, 

"No, I want to see the WORD God!"

Ah, on the page. A five-year-old learning to read. I pointed it out and she spelled . . . G-O-D. God. Then she had to find all of the instances of this word in the book. Perhaps it was a combination learning-stall tactic, but we indulged and exclaimed over each discovery. 

As she drifted to sleep later, several things simmered in my heart. I prayed she continues to look for God and find him through the living Word, the Lord Jesus. I prayed that I will too always do the same! I also want to long with all my heart to see God with an exclamation point, not just half-hearted, or as a distraction to duty, or once in a while.

May you too, dear friend, have the simple prayers of a five-year-old in your heart today:


"I want to see God!"
and
"I want to see the WORD God!"

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MUSIC LINKS

And the Glory of the Lord - from Handel's "Messiah"

Lord, When Your Glory I Shall See - exquisite TTBB setting of this hymn, sung here by the Wisconsin Lutheran Seminary Chorus.

Here's a provacative question via a lovely song to consider over the Christmas holidays ...

Where's the Line to See Jesus? with singer Becky Kelley

Friday, October 16, 2015

Night Walk



Silent, slow, the thoughts at evening go

Unannounced through the remains of the day

Searching for untucked pieces lying low

In hope of blanketing softly, putting away

All wildness and leftover fears

As night falls and dreams draw near.